I seem to be suffering a severe case of ennui. All I have accomplished today is playing 2 of the VV games (I&II), rolled 2 skeins of sock yarn into center pull balls of yarn along with the brown cotton one I had been using to make a dishcloth.
Sorry to say, I had to frog it since the pineapple was lopsided on it.
And I checked my email.
Can't work the enthusiasm to knit on my current project or even start a new one.
I think it's due to the weather, as the rain has made my arthritis flare up.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
ATHIEST
This decision has been years in the making, from the time I was a small child, being tortured by a screaming psychotic of a mother and sexually molested by a pedophile adoptive father. And yesterday, when Kathy told me that they hadn't found enough of Anyssia's body to bury, well that did it!
If there was a god, you would think he would at least watch over and protect children, if no one else! And since it isn't being done,I have to conclude THERE IS NO GOD!
Which is liberating in a great sense, which frees me from having to celebrate Christmas, which I have hated most of my life, since most of the horrors that happened to me, happened around that time. And I can feel free to ignore any other So-called Christian holidays. No saints days (Valentines, Patrick's); Easter, or Halloween. Now I know the latter is pagan, but without a God; there are no spirits floating around either. When you are dead that is the end.
And greatly liberating in the sense, I don't have to worry about the ass-wipe parents being where
i would meet them again. And I am free of the Honor thy mother and father shit (Mother's and Father's Day), especially since they did nothing they should be honored for! I usually used those days for celebrating the fact they were dead, anyway
I like New Years, mentally, it feels like a new start, a clean slate! And I can celebrate season's changing, the 4th of July as I believe in the good old US of A, and Memorial Day,Labor Day, and Veteran's Day.
In keeping with that I frogged the Rudolph cloth using the brown for a pineapple cloth that is in the Fruit booklet , and will probably use the other bit for the pie cloth in the Dessert Booklet. Put 15 lines on the pineapple so far.
If there was a god, you would think he would at least watch over and protect children, if no one else! And since it isn't being done,I have to conclude THERE IS NO GOD!
Which is liberating in a great sense, which frees me from having to celebrate Christmas, which I have hated most of my life, since most of the horrors that happened to me, happened around that time. And I can feel free to ignore any other So-called Christian holidays. No saints days (Valentines, Patrick's); Easter, or Halloween. Now I know the latter is pagan, but without a God; there are no spirits floating around either. When you are dead that is the end.
And greatly liberating in the sense, I don't have to worry about the ass-wipe parents being where
i would meet them again. And I am free of the Honor thy mother and father shit (Mother's and Father's Day), especially since they did nothing they should be honored for! I usually used those days for celebrating the fact they were dead, anyway
I like New Years, mentally, it feels like a new start, a clean slate! And I can celebrate season's changing, the 4th of July as I believe in the good old US of A, and Memorial Day,Labor Day, and Veteran's Day.
In keeping with that I frogged the Rudolph cloth using the brown for a pineapple cloth that is in the Fruit booklet , and will probably use the other bit for the pie cloth in the Dessert Booklet. Put 15 lines on the pineapple so far.
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About Me
- Sandy Perez
- San Bernardino, CA, United States
- Old lady with dog, hubby, meanders through life crocheting, reading, sweepstaking, and playing with computer. Thankful to be alive after Denny's poisoned me with an e-coli infected hamburger and then 1 1/2 years ago fell down a flight of stairs, grateful for family, son, daughter and the grandbabies.